…So I Chose You

An Aspergian's Chemical Romance

THE-BOLD-MOM_sad_paulI needed a soul

To write on

I needed a spirit

To give wings to words

Young and restless

But virgin

Defenseless

To make something

Sane

Out of rotten

Depressed

Mind

Sticking forks

In walls sockets

Asking to die

Pulling out too soon

Someone to burn

The edges of memory

Watch them blacken and fade

Then disintegrate in my anger

The earth knows my troubled thoughts

And the back of her hand

Knows I have the self esteem

To match

Followed her

Into the room

Turned the lights out

Just to slow the headache

Numb the contusion

I didn’t want her to see

How filthy I was

But I know

She already knew

She was me

Everything I wanted

Nothing I needed

You can stick a rod

In every hole

And watch every video

Until you’re raw at 3 am

But if you don’t have hope

You’re nothing more

Than…

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